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he wasn't as cheerful as always, aunque he has always been kinda like non-chalant? his eyes are always so focused, he has been acting a lil sharper than usual, i don't know what's his problem. hopefully he is debating wheter he should fall in love with me or not lol i'm losing my mind :3 i think he's only atractive 2 me because i can't see half his face, maybe he is ugly behind that but i try to think possitive (i'm actually really prepared in case he IS ugly...) but god his personality... he is so calm i want to hug him and just lay down and do nothing or maybe fuck or I DONT KNOW stay with him.
with him forever.
he was kinda annoyed today, but i couldn't resist and i did something slightly wrong just so he could came in to my classroom. I love to know when he's watching me, it makes my heart beat, truly. atp he's the only reason i'm still in that fuckass school. i hate that school, it's full of idiots and morons, i only have like 6 friends and i can't even be with half of them for most time. i really hate my teachers and my classmates, they're the most obnoxious people i've ever met and im unfortunately not joking. most of the time i wish i could just run away and lock myself with my beautiful boy i think i might fucking xplode one day :/
he'll love me as much
as i do.
he was so kind today, i'm so in love with him. he was all chill and just here and i think i love him more for each day that passes (i dont even know if that is correct but ho cares) the only thing dat i hated tody was my fuckass friend who was all happy and cheerful with him WHO do you think you're joking with? THAT MAN IS MINE! what the hell. she has her own boyfriend and when i have mine she thinks she can just go on and do all this? Fuck no. He wasn't impressed by her tho. I love him
when he's smiling
ok so big jump we're talking now... he's so funny and so kind and ugh i love him so so much, he even gifted me a chocolate today, i think he likes me back... he better or we gonna have serious problems fr. anyway he's the love of my life yea.
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so cute.
i love him so much and he has told me he listen to a lot of love songs and he thinks about me and ugh i love him lolololol
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so cute.